A Note From Nicole: Gratitude
I've been thinking about gratitude a lot lately. As the seasons change and as we approach the gratitudiest of holidays, Thanksgiving, I feel myself wanting to go deeper into this topic personally, and with my students.
Most of you know, my son was born last year. As I approach his first birthday, I am flooded with many emotions. My how time flies! Gee, you've gotten so big! Soon you'll be off to college!
I received some good advice before giving birth. It was to appreciate all the little things. The good and the bad. The late night feedings, and the cranky afternoons. This advice mainly came to me from mothers and fathers whose children were well grown. My parent friends with young kids had different advice to give. Mainly about the minutiae of daily life with a baby. Which types of diapers to buy. What lifesaving swaddle to use. Tips on breastfeeding. Which wine to stock up on.
Of course, it's all important. But what has landed deep in my heart is the advice to appreciate it all. There's a sense of wonder, of yearning, and of gratitude that comes from the givers of this advice.
It's not easy. How can you feel grateful for this moment, when in this moment your baby is crying, it is 3 am, your breasts are sore and leaking, your back aches from too much hunching and too little yoga, and your kitchen is a mess! My, those early days were not easy.
But I didn't hate them. When you practice meditation, you learn to become present in the moment. This moment. Good, bad, or neutral. I had a solid meditation practice going in to motherhood, and it sure was tested in those first few months.
I wasn't perfect. There were days where I relied on my husband, or my mom, or my friends t